I really wish I could express myself without crying.
this topic is so difficult to even bring up. I don’t know what I want or where I stand. I cry because your heart is so pure and you want the best for me. I cry because I know that inside I don’t think as highly of you as you do of me. I cry because I know the inevitable fate we’re slowly approaching. I cry because we’ve changed for each other, and in many ways that’s good, but in a small way, that isn’t what I wanted. I cry because I’m so happy with you but there’s still a part of me that knows I can be happier. GAH. So awful, I feel awful.
